Here we are again!!! This time however, I find myself sitting at the junction of several crossroads. As if, my whole life (past, present, future and all) is staring in my face; mockingly asking me, if I am going to take any action, or wilt away like a coward once again. A gamut of questions are racing through my mind." Oh!! why can't you stop your chatter and let me be", I instruct my mind. So, yes, the mind quietens and I am still. That is when I hear this voice, almost an echo vibrating through my veins. At first, I do not hear it, the echo is very faint to my ears, believe it or not; but then I get it!!! I totally get it. How could I have procrastinated for ever so long - for over a year?
Well, I am not going to make excuses for what has happened in the last year, for, lots has happened.Only thing at this present moment, I can do, is accept it, as it was meant to be. I do feel that I consider the past year to be my teacher, learning valuable lessons, along the way. I am almost grateful, I dare say!!!
So, the beguiling questions are gone for the most part. This, is the answer to them. As for the crossroads, well, I have opted the road of the present!! Thus, I choose to make the best of this moment, not meander in the past or the future. To grasp the NOW is very simple. Life is so simple, forget about complicating it!!!!
Truly, I feel so blessed!!! Unknowingly, I took upon myself to write about one of the greatest epic 'The Ramcharitra Manas' as if it is child's play. Maybe it is, only time will tell.. I do know, it is a daunting task, and ask myself the reason for doing this. Is it for my children, for progeny? The answer comes right away this time!! Of course, it is for them, but their is even more to it than that! However good my intentions may be, another reason I am doing this, is for my selfish self! I feel, I can share my thoughts not only with my family, friends and loved ones, but, with those who might fall upon this document unwittingly, or for those who will be driven to this, by the blessings of Shri Ram. Whatever the case may be, this experience will define all our lives, making it richer, fuller, beyond belief!!!
Today, is a very good day!!!! By His Supreme Grace my vision is clear, I can see my mission. So, as we say in our family," Jai Ram Jee Kee " every morning when we wake up, and every night before going to bed, I humbly suggest you to do the same, then,we will have Ram Rajya! JAI HO again!
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